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Gap Year Basecamp's avatar

You're not wrong. I wouldn't trade my three for all the free time in the world, but it's surely my life's work. There are highs and lows, but the exhaustion seems to draw from its own well. Kid problems are annoying but manageable, teen problems are also annoying but more high stakes, and then they are grown and it's heart wrenching to see them struggle. So it doesn't get easier. But two nights ago, we were on a family group text on What's App....Florida, Buenos Aires, Whitefish, and North Carolina, and I have never, on my honor, laughed so hard for so long. We were all literally rolling on the floor at our own weird brand of humor. My daughters room mates checked on her because she was screaming with laughter. And it occurred to me that I've raised a little tribe of folks that are sympathetically and soulfully wired to love each other through the highs and the lows of this crazy life. Which is pretty cool. My book probably won't get written and I will die poor...having given every red cent happily to those three kids, but what the heck?! If the opportunity knocks, in a quaint European village with a woman that sings your same tune, I'd say throw caution to the wind and fall head first down the parenting pit. Or not! On another note, but somewhat similar....I think you might love to read the book that I just finished. It's called 'My Half Orange' by John Julius Reel, and he did exactly what you speak of...married a beautiful Sevilliana who danced into his heart a bit later in life and then two kids sort of magically appeared. It's self published and so good! It's also about learning Spanish. He was my daughters professor in Spain and she just loved him. Check it out! Also reading Kenneth Danford's book and loving it...thanks so much for that connection! I have a meeting with his daughter this week!

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Patrick R's avatar

It's certainly a tough nut to crack. As a full-time homeschooling dad of two kids who came to parenting late in life (in my forties), I guess I would just say: a) parenting tends to find you whether you planned for it or not, whether it's your kids or not, b) you don't need to fit into a conventional, or even a non-conventional, mold of parenting any more than you're conventional in any other area of your life, and c) for what it's worth, what seems like giving up parts of yourself from one perspective can actually be quite a relieving liberation from always being trapped in your own inner world. You'll evolve and grow no matter which way it goes.

If you ever want to talk about it, reach out!

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